but i cant
not now
i want to put a sign saying dnd
sometimes
and i get back to being paranoid
and i just want to hang
over the seas of endless sight
and where nothing is beyond
but everything is out there...out there

these voices in my head keep talking to each other
like a conversation my head fails to understand
its too muddled
her voice merges with the air
i cant control it
its like my hands have a life of their own
its too fast
i cant seem to stop
there u go
i am queer
am i ?
why
wud u say that
what stands

reflect
stop
ponder
what the fuck

stop
take a step back
back
back turn around
run

its pretty ugly

now!

its a dream past the actions of a...
i dont want to say it

i cant think no more
am i even thinking

m just lettin go

its all an experiment
on myself
i am the subject
i am the invention
i am the android
i am the man

it all ends right doesnt it?
what flows

nothing